I know that we cannot be together..

And i know that even if i wait for you, there will still be no outcome for us..

Only if you learn to accept me and adapt to it...

I will protect you, for the best that i could, even it mean to be the bad guy and you will hate me..

If everybody in this world give up on you, i will still stand by your side..

We are not meant to be together, but my love is meant for you.. until the day someone gains it..

And fear not, you will still have my care and concern.. till the day i die~

Amen~

I love you =)

Silent doesnt mean that i do not care about you... just that i dont want to disturb you...
I feel tired... but... i still love you, Bubbly!
Really hope to see you again before i enlist..
I want to date you again... and again.. and forever...
Now i giving you space, and as well as giving myself space to breathe..

And if you tell me we are impossible, then i will then you that
I believe in Miracles, and miracles will break your 'impossible'..
for i will stand by you... for now and ever..
even though you may not be mine... but if you fall... i will catch..
till the very end of my power..

She is not talking to me...she ignored me for about a week...

If i were to choose, between: to give up and she will talk to me... and to hold on and love her but she will never gonna talk to me...

if you know me well... you already know my answer.. i know is dumb... but.. i just want to do something for the girl i love... even if she hates me or ignore me for rest of her life...

I Miss You, Bubbly!

Dont leave me!
Will you stay if i ask you to..?
I really need you...
I really love you....
Dont leave me, please!

If he really loves you and you really love him, go ahead.. i give you my blessings.
She is the first girl that i love, i admit that i like her because she is cute and bubbly~
But now, i fallen too deep for her, i love her..
she is the first person and the first girl i can tell her everything.. which means she is the key for me to break free... and i really want to break free..
i hope that he truly loves her, not because of her appearance...
you know, i can tell you that.. i love you.. not because of your appearance.. because i can really speak my heart to you.... because i really need you..
i know very well, my feelings for you..
and if you really like him, then i hope you have made the right choice..
you know i might not be able to provide you enough... but i know i will try very hard..
but since if you have made your choice.. then... i sincerely bless you two...
i dont know how long will i take to fade my feelings for you.. coz i have fallen too deep..
if you are happy.. then im happy for you...
you mean really a lot to me...
haha... this is the first time i use the word 'love' to describe my feelings to a girl..
and i dont think i have the chance to say the 3 words (ilu) to you, face to face...
i guess we both are really not fated to be together..
Coral, i really want to hug you tight...
I love you! I will still be there for you if you ever need me...

Time will prove everything!

I DONT CARE! I DONT CARE! IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE ASK ME TO LET GO! I DONT CARE THAT IF SHE THINKS IM SELFISH, PERSISTENCE OR DONT UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF IMPOSSIBLE! I JUST NEED TO LOVE HER FOR ALL I CAN! EVERYDAY IS VERY PRECIOUS TO ME! WHY MAKE THE LOVE SO COMPLICATED? I KNOW THAT I NEED TO CONSIDER A LOT OF THING, BUT I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT SIMPLY, LOVE JIU LOVE! YOU KNOW I FEEL TIRED OF LOVING HER SOMETIMES! BUT I KNOW I WHAT MY HEART WILL DO, WHAT MY BODY WILL REACT!

I WANT TO LOVE HER BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO HAVE YI HAN, WAIT FOR HER TO GET ATTACHED THEN I VERY REGRET.... AT LEAST, LET HER KNOW HOW I THINK.. LET HER KNOW ABOUT MY FEELINGS... WHETHER SHE CHOOSE ME OR NOT IS UP TO HER.. AND SERIOUSLY, FROM THE MOMENT I SAY I LOVE HER, I EXPECT TO GET NOTHING IN RETURN.. COZ THIS IS WHAT I WILL DO FOR HER AND I JUST HAVE TO LISTEN TO MY HEART AND I WONT GET TIRED OR STRESS ABOUT IT!

11 Nov 2011.... is a good day for me to..... hmm.... if i have the chance... i will text her! and i will... say it.. though is text... but i will say it thru my heart!