hmm... Haven been seeing my all my brolys for a long time... miss them all..
And, Bubbly.. Not that my feelings for her have faded... just that.. if i keep thinking.. is just a waste of my energy.. for now... i just hope that those sucky feelings dont ever come back... coz i want to move on! Well, if i ever see her on street... of coz i will have that look into her eyes feelings... ah... you get what i mean then you get what i mean... lazy to explain...
For now, i just carry on with my life.. and do more for my family.. BGR all these... imma put aside first... have then have... if no... i also dont really care... shun qi zhi ruan.. this type of thing cannot force de... Actually, i have to agree that.. i dont have the power to provide her what she needs.. but i can only tell her that.. i can go thru thick and thin with her.. but whats the point of saying this.. Not that i have given up on her... just that... i dont want to waste my energy over this ku ku ti ti de love.. no point... Life still goes on!
Bubbly! I will stand by your side if you ever need me! I will never abandon you, if you are out of track, i will do my best to bring you back!
As for Army, basically.. just like that lorh.. Live Range Over! Thanks god. Amen! Field Camp over! yeah... I tot is going to be tough... but the toughness is below my expectation... hahhaa... not that i am showing off or my fitness is there... just that my mind provide that info... hahaha... 3 more weeks to POP... after that... imma declare that i have breathing difficulty.. and i seriously have it... and also... i cannot take heavy load... i cannot catch my breathe... still ask me to sing along all these crap.... no way... i could hardly catch my breathe.. bo bian.. what to do... my body is like that.. i want to love my body... dont want to make it worst.... so... please... down pes me.. and give me light work... and more free time for myself to train wushu and dance... if can... i can bring my violin over.. and practice too... and my Go chess... i will never be bored, so dont worry...
Wrap it up.. Xmas is here.... Civilian wear is still the best!
