Hahah... I've finally realised that im being too selfish to myself and as well as her if im still holding on.. im letting go because i respect her decision, not becoz i cant have the patient to play the waiting game.. LOL.. we are destined to meet each other but we are not fated to be together... so i am happy enough that we are just friends.. n_n and i do believe that god will give her someone better.. for me and for her.. =)) thanks jolene.. for waking me up from my dream..=)

Ive come to love, to wait and realised, and finally to let go.. im happy that ive learnt a lot.. hehehe.. ^^