waking up in the middle of my sleep... or dream... whatever....
the feelings rushing back to me...
a voice in my head ask me not to give up so easily....
no, a voice in my head ask me not to give up.....
guess i just cant help it.... im awake now... freaking awake....
hah, i know if i continue this will lead me to nowhere..
but for the time being i couldnt help it.. i cant stop...
i know if i continue and might take years and eventually i will get nothing back..
but i guess this is what im gonna do...
maybe god is testing with my patience..
something the make me believe that we can overcome the religion differences..
i just need to believe that we can be together someday...
no, i believe that we can be together!
i think i get the feeling of what is love...
just give her my heart, no matter how heartache i am... i will still be there for her.....
i will fu chu.... and will wont hope for any hui bao....
right... my mind is set....
lets see how long my feelings for her will drain out completely....
i will be waiting for her at the end..
i love you, coral!