i hope everything will be fine... im thinking of far ahead of our future... thats what im worry about... i fear that i might not be able to provide her enough.... as in $$$...

religion part to me should not be a problem... but for her... im not sure... coz i will not hinder her connection with god.. but the way.... though i Buddhist.. i also believe in christian god... this where im standing.. im not just one sided.. im two sided.. (got such word =X)

im not expecting her to visit the temple with me when i need too... in addition, i will pei her to church if she needs me.. hmm.. actually i can just go church like that right..? i dont mind if the church ppl dont mind... ^^

she afraid that we might end up breaking coz we have no more feelings for each other... hmm... thinking of which... from her point of view... she is scare that i might break with her... from my point of view.... i scare that she will run away from me... =X
so now she has to trust me and i have to trust her.....
i wont break with her just becoz i have no feelings for her already...

what im afraid is.... some illness will separate us... as in... i love her, but i will leave her for her own good... coz if i stay around i will be a burden to her... touch wood mann....

yeah... i will use the word.. i love her.. i will pour out all my feelings for her...

my feelings for her wont fade and i must trust her as well...

all these issues are not an issue to me...
(to her.. im not too sure)

And even if we overcome her problems.... i still have my problems..
i wont get into a relationship with her though we have feelings for each other, without me telling her my problems that i want to tell... it will be unfair for her...

and only she knows and dont mind it... i will have her in my heart... and tell her that im ready to love you!

Hope she can accepts my problems.. after which... i will love her whole heartily!